Wise Words From The Unwise

When you start opening up a little bit for someone and you start to lose yourself piece by piece to that someone until suddenly he owns everything about you. 

You feel that his absence affects your system and you cannot function normally 
when he is not around. 
The very definition of being overly dependent. 
You are afraid of losing him, simply because you will lose yourself if you lose him. 
That moment, it feels like you have no power over everything and you will acknowledge that your world revolves around him. 
Your soul begs for his soul. 
It drives you crazy the way this situation can conquer everything in no time. 
It consumes you and you let your guard down.

This is what happens if you fall in love deeply. 
Your heart cannot contain it. 
It becomes weak and you let your guard down. 
I guess you face the consequences of giving all of you into someone else's hands.
Congratulations, he really owns you.
You want to stop just because you have no idea how such a feeling can consume every piece, every thought, everything.
You want to stop just because you are surprised on how it has progressed. 
The last piece of you has been taken. 
You no longer perceive ideas or memories about what you used to be.
You want to stop.
But you just never really want to stop. Just because this feeling is all that you know.
All that is familiar to you when you cannot recognise anything else. 
Just because you never know that you are capable of loving someone this deep. 
You are surprised of your ability. 
Secretly feeling proud that you are given this opportunity to feel something so real. 
So, you will no longer care about giving all of you as long as there is still something to 
hold on to. 
Even when it means that you are no longer you.
Because he owns you.
I hope he will not break you in even smaller pieces. 
You will have no chance of piecing you back together again. 
You will forever be in pieces. 
Even when someone will try to fix you, you will never be you. 
So, he is your last chance to feel content. 
Because you have given all of you to him, and there will be nothing to undo it. 

I hope he keeps you in a safe place and stays there with you without leaving you alone scattered.
Good night, you.
And good luck.